In bed by eleven, awake by one-thirty. Muttergrumble.

You know, just once, it would be nice to sleep long and deeply, and wake up refreshed. I sat and thought about it and I honestly think it’s been about five years since I did that last. Five years.

Instead I wake up, check the clock and groan, then toss and turn in bed for awhile longer trying to get back to sleep, then get up but feel so flat and leaden that it’s hard to get anything done, like laundry, never mind Charley Project updates. Maybe I get in a short nap in the afternoon, but I wake up feeling no better than before. Even reading seems like too much effort.

I don’t know what’s happened. I’m just so tired right now. I suppose it can’t be helped.

7 thoughts on “In bed by eleven, awake by one-thirty. Muttergrumble.

  1. holly May 2, 2013 / 9:06 am

    I feel the exact same way. Except I go to bed exhausted and actually do sleep but wake up exhausted and feel like a zombie in between. Not sure what’s going on.

  2. NH May 2, 2013 / 11:25 am

    Sounds like clasic symptoms of sleep apnea. Unfortunately alot of sleep studies are “cursory” and don’t fully vet the issues and just give you a “sleep machine”. If you do get a sleep study done do your research first. If that is the issue the results can be miraculous. Sometimes as simple as what position to sleep in.

    • Meaghan May 2, 2013 / 12:33 pm

      I’m pretty sure it has something to do with the medications I take. All the problems started right around that time when I first began taking them. But said medications, if I stop taking them, the results would be much misery for me and it could be life-threatening

      Alas, I’ve got no insurance at present. 😦 I couldn’t get a sleep study even if I wanted one.

    • libraryjobber May 3, 2013 / 1:16 am

      The picture of the bodies is sure unsettling, but you can identify each victim from her clothes. Red sweatsuit. Yellow striped shirt. Blue pants. It has to be them.

  3. Jill Volker May 3, 2013 / 4:37 am

    I know, I was searching my states missing and unidentified facebook page in AZ and they show these interesting stories all the time. It is really sad. I hope they figure it out and get some closure.

  4. Kat May 3, 2013 / 10:20 pm

    OT, looks like they’ve found and solved the Camp/Britto/Kreagar case from 92….not a good ending as anyone would have thought, but so sad…wish it had been different.

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